... guess what? ...

remember the kid that I kicked him out from my class the other day? Guess what!?!? He is actually being serious about learning now. :D not to brag or anything but this proves that sometimes.. a smack in a head does work. :D

I have informed one of my supervisors about the case. Instead of being so harsh, she told me to be gentle with him. Talk with him face to face. Guess that wasn't right cuz it worked!!!. I told her about the progress the kids' undergoing, that he has changed. She was also surprised. She did advise me to put more effort on him though. This I'll definitely will do~! :)

Today, I taught nuclear energy: nuclear fission and nuclear fusion. He was paying attention throughout the whole lesson, communicating in between lessons, and was super active during the activity and evaluation session.

But in the end of the lesson, I found out. My students understand the lesson very well. But, when it comes to actually answering the questions, they are still weak~...So now..I'll need to conquer that section more..Yosh!! gonna be better than the last time then, wish me luck~! :)

P.S :: Any tips la???? :P

...was it really a dream?...

everything was darn bright... a bright room surrounded with white walls... beamed with bright lights... Nothing else was there... not even a single soul. I was typing something on a white screen with the old keyboard I have back home. As I hit a button - Ctrl -, suddenly my car alarm went off.

The alarm rang over and over and finally I opened my eyes. Light pierced through the windows of my room into the darkness . However, the silent nights' tranquility was broken as a car alarm went off. Without hesitation, I sat straight up with my eyes wide open. ::Who's car is it?:: I wonder. Out of curiousity, i approached the window and looked down. There i saw.. the alarm roared. Lights were flicking on and off from its' headlights... it was my car... wait... MY CAR!!!!

I frantically searched for the keys and hit the off button profusely until silence engulfed the night once more. I stood there, baffled at the sight. How did the car alarm went off? The keys are no where near my bed as i left it hanging beside my study table throughout the night... a far distance in between.

It was scary moment. I couldn't explain it. In the end, i slumped back onto my bed, looked at time-4.35am-. It was still early, I was tired and without any hesitation I dozed off.

It freaked me out..
I have no idea what happened. O_O

.. he left ..

i kicked him out of my class.. WEEEEEEEEEEEEE..

ok this is how it went.

I went in. after the greet, i looked at him and said :

me : why are you still in my class?
him : becuz i want to learn. *action face*
me : really? then what did you say yesterday?
him : you just THINK i said it. *action face* - no feeling of remorse. that's what ticked me.
*furious*
me : are you trying to be smart with me? If you are, you do not deserve to be in this class! If you're so smart, go find cure for AIDS, go find cure for Cancer, why are you still doing here, hah?
*silence*
me : fine, i'll give you a chance. If you can answer my question, you can stay, if not get out of my class. Alright?
* he nodded*
me : what is exothermic?
* he just sat there doing nothing*
me : Get out.. you don't belong in my class.

*he left*

his other classmates even said bye to him~.

I was harsh i know, he should know it's coming. If he really wanted to 'learn', he could refer to his textbook (that is IF he has one) or ask his friends for help. No, he just sat there, didn't even bother to try to get the answer from books or his friends to save his arse to stay in the class.

My sis told me not to care bout the kid if he's such an arse. Well, if he doesn't care that i care, he don't deserve to be in my class right? Still, i was just hoping to flick a sense of reality to him. Just a slight smack in the face~~ * sigh * If the parents wish to see me, i'll be gladly to see them. If i have the consent letter to punish their kid if he misbehaves ( yes, there is such a thing), then he'll see h3ll break lose!... wooo!!!! :D

Well, if that wasn't embarassing enough, i think i was the talk of the day after that incident. :D

.. he's such an arse .. :D

sorry for the late update on my life... been hectic lately...

well i'm in my practical year now (4th)... with only.. 2 months left in this h3llhol3... hehe...conflict after conflict they surfaced... i kept on moving.. i kept on trying... i kept on changing... i've shed my tears ( yes i did ) and laughters throughout my time in this school... i've gain respect from the students.. while others are too self absorbed with their 'awesomeness'.. how mindless can they be.. at times i wonder, do they really have a brain? or even self conscience?

i pity at the fact that they do not know the world as i have... they do not know what's gonna become of them or what they are doing now will effect their future..will they survive??well, maybe 40% of em'... :P

just today, i entered my class. the class was extremely noisy.. had a headache and starting to lose my voice.. just out of the blue really... they tested my patience, i yelled.. they tested again, i dare them to leave the class.. but lastly.. it hit me so badly i wish to smash his head on the wall...

He said, and i'm sure it wasn't for my ears to hear but i heard it anyway
: wasting time :

i was so furious instead of giving him a lesson, i said : I"M WASTING YOUR TIME? FINE! the class went silent... i packed my equipments and left the classroom without glancing back at my students. i wasn't mad at the whole class no, it was just that particular student.. why was he so stubborn? why does he want to be a pain in the ass? don't he have any respect or at least a brain to think what's right and wrong? but then again i do want everyone in the class to hate him too!! wahahahaha!!.. that'll teach him... yes, PinG IS evil.. at times~

nah, this won't effect about my passion for teaching, i teach those who want to be taught.. that's my goal, if you want to learn, listen. if you don't, i won't lose anything, YOU will lose everything...you'll lose the race... reality hurts baby!! haha! :D

well on the good side, i have students coming up to me to ask for extra classes.. those are the students that made my day.. :D